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When everything's made to be broken
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


An Open Question on Yahoo Discussion.

Posted by James Dean(TAKE NOTE OF THIS NAME! DO NOT BE CONNED)
I've been dating two girls at the same time and have been finishing inside them...?
thinking that it was okay. Now I have two girls pregnant and can't affort(afford) the abortions. Is there a place where I can send them for free abortions?


This question actually looked pretty interesting and I was anticipating the different solutions to be provided by the rest of the Net-ers(new coined word!). And of course, like any other invitation to a question/contest/competition or whatever, you get brilliant answers, and the totally bullshitting replies too.

Brilliant Answer no.1 :
By Captain:
You need to be asking questions about child support. That was more than one dumb mistake. You have to space screw ups like that out.
(This is enlightenment! No, really.)

Brilliant(and quite mature) Answer no. 2:
By Rich A:
Don't kill the babies just because you are irresponsible. Put them up for adoption. There are many married couples who would love to have children but are unable to do so. If you really go forward with the abortions you will be haunted for the rest of your life. Let your conscience be your guide.
(Yes see how much he has your future and mental state in mind. And you should really heed them cause he's just given one of the best solutions!)

Idiotic Answer
By 8=====D:
I have a feeling your kids are gonna grow up to be criminals if they are born. To prevent that just ask your parents for some money. That will be better for all of us in the long run. Good luck
(And I have a feeling this kinda answer is never needed. Killing lives because you think they'll grow to be criminals. You freaking pessimist! Feeling lah, you think you fortune teller ah?)

Angsty Answer:
By lolita C:
do you think playing with girls is so easy like that?that you can get them pregnant and just dump them away like a magic?do you think abortion is the best way to solve your problems?dont you feel guilty ?you should be.
(Must have experienced it. Haha Joking! Seriously.)

Heh. I really love the adoption answer~. Lalala. I m off to see the doctor! Havent been coming in contact with apples enough.

2:59 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007


Hello.

Have been in a complete struggle within myself these past few days, totally. On the verge of desperation already. The amount of tests coming up also... Hmmm. I ve figured out I cannot pay attention in class; my brain doesnt do well with noise and crowds around in the midst of receiving information, and it prefers gaining information and processing texts, than receive. Figuring out isn't the end. I have to concote an absolute antidote to deal with it, and my biggest problem is being lazy. So however effective my brain can get when I study on my own and learn, it is inadequate, since people put in triplefolds and above of efforts.

Physics test coming in one and a half days time. I shall see whether I ve started making a difference, from the past me and the gonna-be-me. Yea.

And I think you're an absolute sweetie.

The fallen angel is not one who has been banished, he is one, whose eyes have been stained, of utter darkness, whose body, tattooed with writings from hell, with wings which have withered and turned black, and a mind which has been totally devoured. A berserk force to be reckoned with.

3:17 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007



Girl take care in australia! Hahahah. Kor misses you! =)

4:04 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007


I can be an entirely sweet darling to you, and yet a complete pettifogger to you. Yes I choose how I want to be to different people. Sick of trying to adapting to everyone's requests and wants/needs. Call me a bastard. I dont care anymore, I think..

Back to blog. Day was, a totally mind boggling one for me. I had to choose between choices, whether to hide like a cowardly tortoise, or actually move on ahead, prepared to face consequences. I chose the latter. And of course, got a total @^$#@^ scolding at the end of the day. Maybe yea, in your shoes I have been inconsiderate to you. But you cannot just think about it your way. There are the other factors as well, I gave "um um ah orh"s as replies because i hold you in respect and will not rebutt you for no reason.

Haiyah, dont care liao. Went to tiong bahru plaza to showcase Angie some "support" since its her first day at work. Hahah. A very very short visit since it lasted a couple of minutes only. Heh. Then rushed on to Bugis to meet the guys. Shopped, walked, stayed at the lanshop for about half an hour watching noob dota players play. Amongst all of them there was only ONE good player. Hahah. Saw the acting as Si tu Bi guy in the channel 8 drama, and of course, he was looking one helluva bastard and spoilt rich kid. Never saw him eye to eye ever since he stepped into Chung Cheng. Bloody hell, shouts at people at the soccer court for no reason and for nuts he cant play. Just a bloody poser. Badeedum I shall go study. Have alot of tests coming up.

8:26 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007


my mind's an empty blank. my mobile is off. i shall get away from everyone and everything.

6:32 PM


Addicted to Lips of an Angel by Hinder(lyrics to it-http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/hinder/lipsofanangel.html). Fantastic song. Heh. School was okay, hmmm, ben came back with a limp and his left arm in cast. Small crack. At least he's much fine. Had a few questions unanswered during english lesson today, although the teacher gave numerous answers, all of which were attempts to steer away. -.-. School was okay but uber boring! Heh, kinda getting used to the campus already, but still not going to school. The amount of times I took a taxi to school within these first few weeks is horrifyingly huge. Hahah. Must wake earlier, earlier, and earlier! Someone get me an alarm clock. Hehe.

Ah, stephiee's going off on wednesday. Why does everyone have to go? Slowly and one by one, friends are leaving. Zhiyu's gone to Canada, and now stepphie to Australia. Bahh, gonna miss you so much girl. Havent seen you in a long while and kor misses you okay! =) Let's find some day before Wednesday and go out! Really really havent seen you for some time already. =( Friends, family and some other stuffs are what I live for. Having to lose them is akin to having small bits of me being torn away forcibly. But at least they're coming back, I hope. =X

Was sitting at the bench near the playground at my void deck yesterday. The maid was throwing the light ball towards the kid, the barely complete piece of human, so little, so full of life. The kid picked it up, catapulted it in any direction she preferred. Right to the maid, down the slope; it was her decision. The maid runs to pick it up, and passes the ball back to the still intellectually-infant fella, and the routine repeats. Hmmmm, isn't the owning of maids almost the same as slavery in the past? Except for the fact that maids are paid. The maid was complete, a total adult who would definitely have her own desires, her dreams, emotions, yet her entire life is committed to slavery. So what if there are people who treat maids as their own family? We aren't gonna talk about the minority, and a very extreme minority at that. There are still people who have to impose themselves on them, people who get maids and stamp their authority. "Im the king, youre the servant. You do WHAT I SAY." "Your life is my life, but my life still belongs to me." The news' that Bill Gates gonna distribute his wealth to the entire world. I say he should just spread it to nations like the Philipines where people have no choice but to commit themselves to slavery, to survive. I will never hire a maid and take his/her life away from him/her.

Okay, thats the end of the random rants I give. Hmmm. Its not entirely done, the thing below, shall get it closer to the finish by every blog post, or should my sudden inspiration come. Haha. Yea, gonna end here. =)

2:01 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007


Hello hello. Blog's at a new address so I surmise few know about this address. Hmm. First and foremost, of course I wanna thank Angie for creating this blogskin for me. Sorta abandoned the previous blog already. 'Unorthodox means' because I think it pretty much sums up everything about me; never actually gone through things like others have done so, but undertook curvy, squeezy and much more complicated routes. Anyway, been feeling pretty awful these few days. Dont think I ll blog very often come these next few days, until I get more accustomed to the routinised schooldays first. Been feeling pretty dead and lacklustre ever since school started. Hmmm.

Horrific accident happened in school today. Ben hurt himself pretty badly and it was scary to see someone fall like that. Take good good care of your back now, before the injury gets much serious. I think I was the only one who felt that kinda anxiety at that moment, seeing someone fall in that manner. Probably because I went through it last year. And I know how the stinging pain felt like, it never comes alone; you feel something surge through your body, I cannot explain how it feels like but there is just some sort of thing that surges through your body at that moment, and the tremendous amount of sweat and crap that comes with it. Yea. So really really take care uh, Ben.

Ain't got much more to blog about. I still have much to do, much to catch up upon. So I shall end here eh. Once again thank you Angie for the blogskin! =)
(Not really intending to get a tagboard in asap. Tagboard having much problems of late.)

3:02 AM