its turning almost lapidary for you already, isnt it?

http://www.frenchtoastgirl.com/weblog/blogger.shtml
a brilliant blog.

Darkness engulfs the lone soul mentally
Sight's been taken, Hearing's been made impaired
And this darkness claims it has nothing to do with it.

Okay, so I shall be nice and blog.

Nothings up these few days. Especially when the mid years are just right around the corner. 3 days left. And my horrendus behaviour towards worksheets are gonna affect me pretty badly. So let's see, how much 3 days can do. Or what I can do within these 3 days. Screwed, lah. lol.

Been very, very bothered with this sickening headache. Keeps coming back just when I dont need it. Incessant incessant incessant.

Just cant really concentrate on studying at all. I have no study table in my room, my parents are shouting every few moments, interest has not been a willing companion of late. Is there anyone out there who can help me with this? Really. Boo.

salvation through unorthodox means?

you were carrying yourself around in such a sad manner, i couldnt help but cry along with you.

but you never knew what was lying beneath.

Perpetually disturbed.

By what?

The insane massacre at Virginia Tech, the murder of a volunteer in the philppines, the 9 year old boy who got eaten up by a few crocodiles at the same time. And the assholes who show indifference, give disgusting smirks, and produce sarcastic comments.

http://juliainthephilippines.blogspot.com/

Read this blog. And tell me whether the author of the blog deserves her death in that manner. Found in the jungles, her feet sticking out from the mud, when uncovered, a heavily bludgeoned head. Her death came on a lone hiking trip. And the say the most probable reason is robbery. A foreign volunteer, sacrificing her life and time, helping kids somewhere far from her motherland, brightening up lives of many, an educationer. And she gets killed in this manner.

This isnt the end. One filipino official actually BLAMED THE DEAD VICTIM FOR BEING CARELESS AND ALONE ON HER HIKING TRIP. Shit you to the rotated figure of 8.

She gets one quarter of the page on the papers.


Somewhere in China, curiousity killed the cat, or boy in this case. A few boys climbed over their school fence or something, into the neighbouring former public park with showcases of crocodiles, sharks, poisonous snakes and so on. A picture with a huge part of the boy in the crocodile can be seen, with blood all around the jaws. Totally frightening. And two of his friends were there to witness his being torn up by a GROUP of crocodiles as they literally shared him. Imagine you watching a friend get torn up. Okay, dont think about it.

He gets less than half of the page on the papers.

Today s papers gave Cho, the frigging mastermind of his own demise and that of 32 other innocent people, about one whole page.

And Jack Neo gets two whole pages for whining about not getting red carpet treatment at a movie appreciation event overseas.

Of course, this is not the key issue of my post. I just feel, disturbed. Lives are being taken, day after day, and they are innocent lives. Massacres, robbery, and even curiousity. How fragile.
We are, that fragile..

Elate-

NATIONAL INTER SCHOOL WUSHU CHAMPIONSHIPS

CHUNG CHENG HIGH SCHOOL MAIN-
B DIVISION BOYS - 1ST (Retains Challenge Trophy)
B DIVISION GIRLS - 1ST (Retains Challenge Trophy)
C DIVISION BOYS - 1ST (Retains Challenge Trophy)
C DIVISION GIRLS - 2ND

VICTORIA JC-
A DIVISION BOYS - 1ST
A DIVISION GIRLS - 1ST(Retains Challenge Trophy)

Hey.

Spent truckloads of money on taxi fares, for the past week. Been rushing from place to place, just to catch the inter sch wushu competition. Did okay, got a bronze medal. But yeah, life goes on. Guess I ll have to really mug hard for Os already. Especially on my maths.

Cheering on for CCHMS and VJC, with Catholic High and Meridian all in tough contention also. So. Hmmm, may the best men/women/teamlah! win! Heh.

Ahh I m really beat so I shall get off early. Cya!

冰以裂了。纸包不住火的原理，你也应该很明白。

Hmm. I dont know whats going on with me of late, seriously.

What do you do when you have the intention of not letting your intentions known? Hmm. Will have something proper to blog of soon, hopefully.

Condolences, in relation to the dead bird I picked up yesterday.

Silent muttering of woes
The graceful acceptance of fall
Are nothing but a screaming bluff
Inside it says "I can no longer control"


You do realise I dont really bother myself with it that much already yea? But, deep down I think I still cling on to it, however foolish it seems, its probably just me being tired of hiding or losing grip on it unknowingly. Guess so.